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Pay day today.I don't know what the hell we're gonna do, I got such a trivial amount it's almost a joke! On top of that after two months the tax office are still charging me top-rate (when they shouldn't be charging me anything!) and haven't repaid the several hundred pounds they've claimed in error. I don't know how the hell we're supposed to live on this pitiful insulting amount of money, hell it'll just about cover the three bills I have to pay but won't leave anything to contribute towards water, gas, electricity or the rent, let alone food or even Christmas! I am filled with despair.
It's certainly not how I pictured our first Christmas together would be.
Even now, after all this time, I keep thinking, even expecting, that in a couple of weeks I'll be alright again, I'll be able to work, and the money will start to come back in, but the truth of the matter is that until they find out what's wrong with me, there's very little chance that it'll just be cured through some random freak coincidence!
I hate this: I hate being sick, I hate feeling useless and I hate the burden I'm being to others. I just wish it would all be over.
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