Monday, June 27, 2005

Shake Those Windows

Yeah that really was all there is to today. So let's all say a fond "Don't let the door hit you in the arse on the way out" to Monday, and try and make something outta Tuesday (and yes I realise I'm abandoning Monday pretty early, but what can you do? It's already so messed up it that it cannot be saved, so I think it's better to put it out of my misery).
My day pretty quickly devolved into an extended GTA:SA session, which was naturally extremely entertaining and extremely violent. Which was nice. I do NOT however want to be doing that exact same thing tomorrow, or Wednesday, or every other day after that. I need a life of some sort. Does anybody know where they come from?
I'd really like to go to the seaside for the day, play on the beach and go swimming in the sea and all that good stuff... but I'd rather stay inside at home and stab myself in the knee with a corkscrew than go on my lonesome. Actually that is slight hyperbole, by myself is the only choice I have after all, and I'm not actually stabbing myself... yet. The point IS valid though, I am bored. Bored of my life, bored of myself, just bored of everything. I want something to do, and I want someone to do those things with. And I want them NOW!!!! So no hurry.
But yeah, we've gotta start shaking those windows. Especially as my support network will be leaving me soon... who will I talk to all day when you've gone tiger? *sigh*
Sooooooooo there you have it. I am apparently feeling impatient, lonely, bored, pathetic and ermmm gangsta. And like I need a bath. At least that part I can manage.
I just wish I knew what this... ennui was, and how to make it go away. Without drinking huge amounts of vodka (which isn't on the cards either, cos I only have a tiny amount of it left).
Y'know, this isn't being one of my more coherent posts is it?
Okay, let's have a poll then! What movie should I watch in the post-bathing gloom? I shall present some choices;
A Fistful Of Dollars
The Terminal
Collateral
Goodfellas
Or something completely different? And no, not the Monty Python movie, just something I haven't thought of yet. Or I could just sit in the dark I suppose...

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