Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Afternoon Delight

I'm just listening to the song (by the Starland Vocal Band fact-fans!), and as this post is mainly gonna be about my afternoon it seems vaguely apropriate. I've always loved this song, even when I was a kid and had no idea whatsoever what it was about. Of course I know now, but only on a technical level...
Hmmmm so what have I been up to?
Not a lot really. I avoided the whole 'nap' issue, but I probably shouldn't have cos I spent the whole afternoon being tired and listless. I managed to entertain myself though, I played Resident Evil 4 (poor old Leon got killed an awful lot today, the number of times he's had his head cut off in an extremely graphic manner is much, much higher than is altogether necessary), and then this evening I watched The Butterfly Effect, which is cool even though its got Ashton Kutcher in it. Then I wallowed in some misery and loneliness, then I got Leon's head cut off a few more times (this time it was a scary guy in a dungeon who I foolishly released), and now it's now.
Stu should be arriving in San Francisco in about an hours time. That's just a weird thought all round really. I hope he has a good time when he's there. He better bring me some cool presents!
Speaking of my little brother again, he pretty much drank all of the alcohol in the house when he was here (I like how I say 'he' when I mean 'we'), but I've discovered yet another forbidden drink for him: first it was vodka cos it makes him violent, now its tequila cos it gives him double (and eventually triple) vision. Weirdly (or maybe not so weirdly) the double vision is a severe enough effect to actually stop him drinking my tequila, so I at least have some of that left.
I ought to call Erin cos I haven't talked to her for a while and I'm being a rubbish friend, but I just don't know what to say, so I know I won't call her. I hate feeling like this, feeling like a failure, like a loser, like I have nothing to offer anyone but the burden of knowing me.

*melodramatic sigh*

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