Friday, October 19, 2007

My Velocity

It's been another long week, all I seem to do is work. I'd complain, except for all the long hours and whatnot, this is the only job I've ever had where I don't wake up in the morning and think I can't possibly face another day of THAT. I'm sure it'll get to be me eventually though. On the upside, while I'm working these ridiculous hours I am getting paid many pennies, which is good. And if I didn't have so much debt, I'd actually be building up savings, which would be good. It's not like I have enough free time to actually spend the money I earn on anything, although the Half-Life 2 Orange Box is out today, and I'm very sure that'd be thirty well spent pounds, assuming I ever got any time to play any of the games therein!
Not complaining though, as I've said.
No.

Well okay, I am complaining a bit, because I did like the regular hours and having a life thing that working office hours allowed me. I don't really see a future in van driving anyway, it's not there's a natural progression there, although why that should worry me is almost beyond me; I don't think I've ever held a job long enough to get promoted!
I'm working tomorrow too, driving in the morning and on the stall in the afternoon, assuming I get back in time. I was at least offered the choice of routes and rejected the trip to Cardiff almost out of hand! There is apparently, a limit.
So, free time.
I remember it; dimly, like memories of childhood, I remember there was a time after work or at weekends when you could do what you like; mess about, play video games, watch movies. I haven't watched a movie since my birthday, and that was Hot Fuzz and I fell asleep before the half way mark there! Shocking. And apart from Guitar Hero heroics at parties I haven't played a video game in what seems like a very long time indeed.
Ah well, I already know this can't and won't be forever, I just need to take advantage of the work to try and clear a few debts. I just don't know what my next move should be...

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