The Importance of Being Idle

Unable To Express Self

There are probably a ton of things I should be writing about first, like New Years, our costumes, Lisa's birthday or Ronnie's flu, but right now I'm worrying about tomorrow and my MRI.
I'm not worried about the test itself, I don't have to do anything but lie still and have electromagnetic waves pass through my head (and I do that all the time), it's the results I'm worried about and I won't get those for ages. It's not like it's a huge, overwhelming worry, just a quite solitary one at the back of my head that repeatedly asks 'what if somethings wrong?'. It is a possibility, that's why I'm having the test in the first place. I don't know... anything. I don't know how to express the odd feeling of helplessness I have right now, just sitting and waiting to see what (if anything) is wrong. This post isn't really making things any clearer either. I suppose what it boils down to is this: I could be very sick, and I'm worried about it.
That wasn't so hard after all, was it? I'll stop now.

posted by BadMonkey @ 9:16 PM