The Importance of Being Idle

Short Confession

Truth be told I was pretty down last night. For all that I was putting a brave face on it, I couldn't escape the idea that I was fucking up somehow and ruining everybodys lives, and I was sorely tempted just to walk out and disappear, which sounds incredibly selfish now that I've written it down, but at the time it seemed like it would be best for all concerned. That sounds so stupid now, but for a little while last night I was quite convinced everybody would be better off without me hanging around being a burden.
Also, that was a ridiculously long sentence.

posted by BadMonkey @ 12:25 PM