The Importance of Being Idle

Lucky Man!

Man, I was a right dick yesterday. Ronnie was upset about stuff, and due to years of training, I automatically assumed it was to do with me (even though I knew it wasn't! My Ex juts kinda trained me to always be at fault, and I hate that I still have that insecurity and have carried it with me to a new and infinitely better relationship) and... let's just say I feel like I coulda really messed things up - I was needy and whiney and I was lucky I didn't get slapped (or dumped!). Luckily she's amazing, and even though I know I musta irritated her, everything is cool again. Last night we were just daft though. For some reason, even though we just fancied a few quick drinks down the pub, we ended up going to the Soundhaus and really not having a great time, (okay, we were having a shit time, and the music was unexpectedly terrible!). In fact it was pretty obvious we weren't enjoying it as soon as we got there, and luckily having not paid for entry, we just turned round and came home: didn't even finish our drinks!
We woke all happy this morning though, and started talking about moving, looking for places to live in Peterborough, and got really excited about that! It makes more sense really, I've got no attachments to this place, and she has friends and family in Peterborough, not to mention a job, so it makes a lot more sense for us to go there. And I have family there too, and I liked her friends, so I'm just excited about the whole idea!
Then we went clothes shopping, and I fitted on a truly mad pair of Criminal Damage baggies, and I have to say that I felt pretty damn comfortable wearing them, and Ronnie said they looked good! She tried on loads of pairs, and eventually settled on something kinda similar to the ones I tried, but less spikey. They look amazing on her, I'm so jealous that I won't get to see her in them when she goes out tonight!
It's a lovely evening this evening, and I really want to be out doing... something with Ronnie and her/(tentatitve) our mates! But I can't, I'm stuck here in crappy old Northampton, with nothing to do and no-one to do it with. The sooner I'm outta here the better!

posted by BadMonkey @ 6:31 PM